I’m a sucker for brainwashed high priest ford though and is there fic for this?? I feel like there probably is and I just haven’t spotted it.
Regardless –
Look I got a whole bunch of moods for this BUT a big one being…
High priest ford absolutely revering bill and just completely lights up beaming on the inside whenever bill does honestly nearly anything regarding him. Like he’s just honest to go so filled with light when bill does anything between just looking over at him to saying he wants HIM to be the one to spread word of him etc etc
And it’s just such a bright and full bodied happiness
…. then whenever ford snaps back to himself again he can remember and he’s just beyond sick to his stomach. It’d be different if he couldn’t remember and could ignore it nearly, but to have those memories and still feel the fresh remnants of how truly and entirely touched he was by bill like that again
It makes him just want to puke because it’s easy to say he’d never be so foolish again, but it feels like he never truly left square one because all it takes is just switching around some memories to make him justlikethat again. And it’s painful switching back and forth like that.
Yeah the art of it, I’ve seen! I’m not sure if anyone’s done fic of it or not though
I’m a sucker for brainwashed high priest ford though and is there fic for this?? I feel like there probably is and I just haven’t spotted it.
Regardless –
Look I got a whole bunch of moods for this BUT a big one being…
High priest ford absolutely revering bill and just completely lights up beaming on the inside whenever bill does honestly nearly anything regarding him. Like he’s just honest to go so filled with light when bill does anything between just looking over at him to saying he wants HIM to be the one to spread word of him etc etc
And it’s just such a bright and full bodied happiness
…. then whenever ford snaps back to himself again he can remember and he’s just beyond sick to his stomach. It’d be different if he couldn’t remember and could ignore it nearly, but to have those memories and still feel the fresh remnants of how truly and entirely touched he was by bill like that again
It makes him just want to puke because it’s easy to say he’d never be so foolish again, but it feels like he never truly left square one because all it takes is just switching around some memories to make him justlikethat again. And it’s painful switching back and forth like that.
If you post a fic on ao3 anonymously…. can people see it was you or on your profile anything about it?
“According to this, Ford once dated a siren!” tHE BOY SAYS WHILE DIRECTLY AND OBVIOUSLY ON THE BILL CIPHER PAGE
honestly, ford guilty pleasure jacking it to bill sometime post-betrayal while he’s off in the portal is a thought i revisit
because when hormones get up, his thoughts keep going to times with bill (as those were at least his most recent times) and he gets frustrated and pushes it down because it’s fucking bill, you know.
finally though he’s just like “you know what! fine! one time!” because maybe if he does it once while thinking of bill it’ll get it out of his system
it doesn’t though and he’s just ashamed for it afterwards
If we were never supposed to take this the wrong way, well that’s just a lost cause because I can think of at least five ways to restrain a senior citizen that are less blatantly kinky.
If there was any subtext in this relationship, I can assure you it is long dead.
Taking this the wrong way forever now, may Time Baby have mercy on oncoming traffic
“I can think of at least five ways to restrain a senior citizen that are less blatantly kinky“